Right now I am struggling.
I am really sore from my run and my times spent at the gym yesterday and I just feel lazy. So far I have drunk almost a litre of coffee, eaten two heads of brocolli and a full cauliflower. Im on the verge of a binge and I am almost certain that at some point today I will end up at the supermarket rabidly throwing junk food in my basket.
Last night I caved in and bought a packet of cigarettes also. I’m such a disappointment to myself. It doesn’t end.